el arquivio de las fuetos de la semaina - wk44 (luto)

faye recorda o espancamento [via benfica 0-5], equaciona ruptura com estilo de vida a dois, sexo evita.

porto 5 benfica 0

constelação kopros cephas, só visível no hemisfério norte. note-se a bidezena de conetas em transladação cósmica no metafundo. é possível que por influência destes conetas kopros cephas não exista dentro de tão somente 60 anos-escuridão.

illuminati #6 - intelecto de sonho

Bio
sou feliz.... mesmo k me tentem derrubar.... lolololol

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viverás para k vejas eu vencer na vida e assistas às minhas vitorias...

misc #10 - a minha economia global em '10

"I just came back from Korea. Being away for a few days from the problems facing the Fed in the U.S. and the government in Portugal that have been occupying my mind had the virtue of giving me some perspective.
I already knew that the IMF had estimated a 4.5% growth in world output for next year: the highest in a couple of decades. But I just ran across the following graph from the IMF October economic outlook and it really stunned me. If a good image is worth a thousand words, this one is worth a thousand articles and books on the decline of the West (U.S., Europe and Japan) and the rise of the developing world.
"

Highly symptomatic, but it is my understanding that developing economies will always naturally "shine" in the current context: first of all because of their statistically more significative progress margin and unfulfilled potential(in the limit, if an economy is almost inexistent, for the first few years of development - particularly with foreign aid, its GDP growth numbers will be ridiculous), and second because they magnetize foreign investment on a global level, particulary from countries in which the job market is extremely competitive and saturated.

Probably an interesting inference to take from this would be that the fact the west has gone into crisis has allowed and indeed catalyzed the development of the rest of the world.

It will be interesting to see, however, if this trend is maintained beyond these countries' economic maturation, when, for example, the labor forcefully gets more costful following the CPI. Will the southeast asian economies still carry these 10-20% growth numbers when that happens? - i personally don't even see it as healthy for an economy to grow at this rate, to me it looks as though it potentiates social unbalance above all, even if in a direction that depends on the political system adopted in the country (and we all know some political systems are better at camuflaging these differences).

Another thing that is apparent to me is that it is conceptually a misleading statistic. The GDP itself presents a (very rough) description of the bulk of the economy. It would be far more interesting to look into the GDP average growth breakdown by social stratae, for each country, for example. It seems to me, unfortunately, that these GDP average growth figures, for some countries, are more an indicator on the average swiss savings account growth for a particular omnipotent leader and his acolytes than for the economy of the country itself. And while in Portugal, for example, this idea can still hold truth for a notable elite via the perverse side-effects of corporativism and political cumplicity, i trust much more the GDP indicator for a description on the financial potential of the whole portuguese people than, let's say, while looking at the democratic republic of congo.

In sum, - and i believe this was actually what you meant to show primordially-, to me this image shows much more about the stagnation of the western world than about the real growth of the rest.

That said, and regarding the west's downfall, a couple of fundamental questions are imposed:

- Wasn't this inevitable, taking into consideration the economic opportunities these developing countries represent for expansive corporations headquartered in saturated and old economies with crippled labor classes and unexciting demographics?

- Was it not predictable, that given our noble but somewhat utopic (very unfortunately) ideologies of economic equality and social balance (via democratic socialism), that there would be a upper population limit to which an economy would be able to sustain itself on a certain level, and that perhaps, that limit has been exceeded for the level "we" want to maintain now?

I know this latter is a particular dangerous idea, but my interest on it is purely academical. I am naturally not in favour of population caps in any way (perhaps family planning yes) but i find it interesting the challenges we face regarding population growth, particularly concerning economy and social balance in the context of our current ideological beliefs, economic doctrines and financial systems/infrastructure. The point here is that a country cannot support itself if people continuously live above what is sustainable. Either there must less people, or a lower level of life, otherwise a cascade effect of consequences come on the medium/long-term, some of which we are witnessing now, and i mean this on a strictically economical level - no environmental considerations thrown in. In the limit, when this happens on a social democratic country, the economy shrinks because the country cannot sustain all the social systems for the whole population, and eventually either is bailed out by some "independent" financial organization or privatizes itself (save the redundancy). That is, in my view, the death sentence of a country's prosperity and why i think the USA is walking dead right now.

In any way -and this is probably my bottom-line-, it seems to me counter-intuitive (at least given my layman's understanding of economics), that it is expected that, in the profoundly interdependent global economy we have been knitting, we could perpetually sustain major economical differences between geoeconomical regions. I know this would not be the idea (at least for most of human beings) but it was a direct consequence of the way we parasited african countries, for example. But would it not be predictable that, at a certain point, the west would be "pushed back" by the developing economies and these "pushed forward" by the west? It is to me (again a totally uneducated layman in the subject of economics) the natural geoeconomical extension of the law of offer and demand. And probably the western crisis only accelerated this natural process. And to be honest, if the crisis in the west means development in the rest of the world, i am happy for it, it is about time we shrink into more suitable consumption levels and not this egoistical and hypocritical overconsumption. In the end i just hope it really means development for the countries and not morbid enrichment for a few.

Ultimately you are right, the western world is in decline, for which economy - and GDP average growth numbers in particular-, are both a symptom and cause. A symptom of the failure of our financial systems, unreconciliable social and economical beliefs and halting demographics. We need something new, from scratch but backward compatible with what we've got now, and i guess that's the tough part.

Sorry for the invasion and if at times i look as though wanting to be a smart ass but the reason why i wrote this had to do with the exact opposite. I have these admittedly falacious notions and views on economy, maybe even populist at times. I thought it would be the right opportunity to just be corrected by someone with knowledge - my idea was not to dispute your post and i doubt you will take time to correct me, but anyway here is a kid's very basic opinion on the world economy.

|Flashbecker| - primeira internacionalização

ok, i'll tell you about my quake story first. My dad worked for some company 2 years ago, and they gave him a laptop with a cd-rom and the disc quake. only to install on the computer, not to keep. then we had aol and i was even stupider with computers so i never played multiplayer. I played single player for a year. beating the game over and over again. I had no life whatsoever 2 years ago. Then dad quit and had to give the laptop back. thats probably how i became good at it, but i dont think i'm that good. i only play good when i'm pissed off at someone. About what term said. the 1st time i played multi it was in that server. Naturally i went for the 1st guy that spoke english to me, which what =KILAS=. term was his friend then or something and always messed with me and tried to piss me off. So i can understand why he would tell you that. because he wanted me to get pissed again. i'm gonna have to send this one, then write another one cuz i dont think this email thingy will go down any further. so i'll email you my other one after this.but...if you come here to visit me, it wont just be quake life. i love you to much to think about it as quake life. I dont want to enjoy real life when you're not here!! no one understands how i can love you but i do. I really really really really reallly do. I hate my real life. I dont care about the boys chasing me here. I dont like them. at least the ones in this town, they're so stupid. and if i could never talk to you again, i'd kill myself. i am dead serious. i seriously would. call me obsessed or whatever but i would.
I LOVE YOU

- 6 de Abril de 1998

Ok, this is my boston, delia, alexandra whatever story. My real name is
Alexandra but I hate that name. I liked the name delia and told you it was
mine. Boston is my father, and hes obsessive compulsive, so i am NOT going to
beg him to let me play again. I think i will be able to in a week. i can only
check my email for 10 minutes max, but hes not home now. i am a girl, and i
think that gays are sick. i mean people always tell you not to judge people by
that, but i am a very racist person. i dont mean to be, but i live in a white
rich prep town. i actually dont need this online relationship shit, but...its
kinda hard to say. I love the game, and i get a lot of attention which is what
i love even more. And...ummm...when you started talking to me...recently
...my ummm...when you were mean to me and i couldnt talk to you
...umm..my heart hurts. it does. its like, i love you but i really dont know
who you are. but it hurts. And i love you. and i dont know why. i cry all
the time now, and my parents think i'm crazy and that the computer is making me
crazy but thats all a bunch of bs. why did you and term trick me like that the
1st time anyway? Before i went in to play i was talking with diablo and told
him i was wicked gullible, which is when you fall for everything, so i thought
the 2 of you were just testing me. But then today, diablo cussed me out a
million times . i dont love him anymore. I love you. not him. not even a
little bit. My mom told me you're welcome to come and visit me whenever you
want. i even looked up airfare to portugal cuz i was gonna run away. i really
am serious about you coming to visit me. we could walk around boston, and go to
the MALL!!! and the movies. and anywhere else. my heart hurts for you. i know
its corny but its true.
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
~LoVe~ Alexandra (?Campos?) ;-)

- 1 de Maio de 1998

confusio #192 - um esquadro e um compasso

padrão xadrez bipolar binário porque também eu sou uma pop star iluminada

hall of fame #106 - resumindo

00:52[Me]
mas ya basicamente pensei, imagina que vou viver para além dos 28. Daqui a 50 anos, olhando pra trás, o que é que vou achar do que tou a fazer agora?
e o interessante é que se aos 24, quando acabei com a eli, se morresse na altura, ia ficar bué desiludido porque nunca tinha vivido no limite nem experimentado bukkakes etc
agora é o oposto
ia ficar desiludido porque nunca fiz nada de significativamente bom para el world
ou de produtivo ao menos
e agora com a cena da nokia
é a oportunidade perfeita para experimentar isso
se desatinar, bye bye maria ivone, tiro um doutoramento em psicologia
e vou viver pra zanzibar
00:53[Babi Campos]
fdx... yah, pensei bue x's nisso sobre ti... (...)
mas nunca o fizeste de maneira ponderada e produtiva
mantiveste-te sp na iminencia de um coma alcoolico

confusio #191 - faystronomia

se tivesse vindo com um camembert em vez dum caralho, sofria broxe todos os dias

misc #00ffcc - valores nominais

pelo que percebo, ao longo dos anos tenho me marketizado sobre diferentes formatos, mesmo que involuntariamente. Por tabela, e agora que sei PHP, apresento-me sobre diversos ónimos anacrónicos:



pela tabela 1.3 com a discriminação de todos os valores nominais de Pr pode-se verificar que estatísticamente já fui regularmente adereçado segundo 16 nomes:

josé pedro de freitas campos, pedrinho, datn, mano, zé, zézinho, all-star, campos, mischa, sacana, zinho, fella, pedrow, pedrinha, viado e pedrro definem a minha vida em gerações mnemésicas.

eu não sei se existe relação entre o nome que me chamam e a forma como me vêem, talvez o facto da minha família passar de pedrinho pra pedro diz que me vêem agora como um homem amargo e sem a doçura doutrora.

note-se pelas "notas" como eu pretendo que pessoas de diferentes grupos sociais me chamem por diferentes nomes. tanto vejo pedro a vermelho como a verde. este daltonismo opiniativo deve ter explicação psicopática.

outra cena que eu noto à margem desta tabela é que todas as 2 ou 3 gajas que me quiseram comer ao longo da vida chamavam-me pedro, mesmo quando me começaram por chamar campos.


talvez o pedro seja um gajo mais íntimo e afável que o campos, essa interface sociedade<->ego pré-programada.


talvez também explique o porquê da minha insistência em me chamarem pedro - procuro intimidade e aproximação humana. Quando peço que assim seja no fundo tou a pedir assistência emocional. quero que seja dada atenção ao pedro.

outra consideração importante tem que ver com o desamparo repentino que o abandono do pedrinho causou. Não tou mais sobre a alçada protectiva de seres humanos que são mais experientes, seguros e ricos que eu.

é preciso então agora ganhar dinheiro, tomar decisões e desenvolver o meu alcoolismo sozinho, acho. O meu único e grande dilema quanto a isso é se devo ser o pedro ou se o campos para o efeito. O campos vai bem lançado e como consequência tem vastamente distendido a coesão mental que tenho vindo a procurar nos últimos anos. o Pedro já teve o seu tempo, e na realidade foi ele que nos pôs nesta situação em primeiro lugar, não se pode queixar.

Uma cena que reparo, a propósito, é que o campos lida melhor com o sucesso do pedro do que vice-versa. Talvez a razão pela qual hoje o pedrow, pedrro, pedrinha, zinho e viado existam é porque o pedro tá a perder a compostura e multiplexa-se 1:5 aparentemente, para se defender da fragmentação. no fundo o gajo sabe cenas ao ponto de perceber que dê por onde der, não pode perder el tren e prefere uma menuda desconcertação à ruptura comigo.

tranquilo rapaiz.. independentemente de tudo, sou um justo commander mental: atendo a todos os vossos pedidos razoáveis e de vez em quando mesmo aqueles a roçar os limites.

só não sei ainda como é que me chamo.

o arquivo da foto da semana - wk43 (escuro mais luzes)

"1 paneleiro e 2 viados"

bomba de proteínas pós-yaam pra evitar morte súbita em campo dentro de 3 horas

chegada à cama na véspera da entrevista

raro uma foto durante o dia. mas também anoitece às 3 da tarde. não é assim tão mau porque é mais fácil sentir urgência em socializar não sei porquê. próximo curtia viver numa cidade com céu.

confusio #190 - pfand savings

tenho 12 cêntimos e 23 garrafas de água vazias para jantar hoje

confusio oneeightnine - só no futuro

devia haver uma cena pra um gajo falar com as outras pessoas em tempo real de e para qualquer ponto do mundo.

Pra mim chamar-se-ia omnifone.

confusio #188 - equivalência de Yoggi

anorécticos/somalis <-> suicidas/veteranos ultramar

confusio #187 - ah paz, és bué berlim

acho que tenho que escrever mais sobre a minha relação com berlim do que sobre a minha relação comigo porque isso vou ter tempo pra caralho um dia que me começe a dar prazer vestir o pijama e ir prá cama.

confusio #186 - inflexão aos 27

a minha compleição intelectual está a sofrer uma merdamorfose irreversível

confusio #185 - query ao eros

um gajo quando mama numa teta tá a mamar na estética toda ou é uma indulgência meramente táctil?

é porque já mamei teta longe da template visual belucci e soube pior. É capaz de haver articulação total entre o nosso sistema sensorial e a nossa construção individual erótica, mesmo sem sabermos.

Isto pra dizer que tava uma gorda hoje no comboio acompanhada por um sistema binário de estrelas no peito. Todo um universo. E disputei a minha imaginação em sentir um mergulho nas estrelas e compará-lo com os que a faye me deixa dar mensalmente nas dela e acabei por concluir o parágrafo anterior - apesar de na cena da "longe da template(...)" não me tar a referir à faye mas sim a outra gaja que vive em olissipo oriental.

confusio #184 - 5 rotações terrestres sobre luto

confusio #1*83 - 2 helles na minha

tou estranhmamente criativo de volta. 0 probl3m4 n eh do alcool, eh da falta dele.

registo como memoria e ah margem de piadolas.

confusio #182 - hollyrail

temos framework para um feature film do rail. condição é que eu interpreto-me.

5 anos.

o arquivo da foto da semana - wk41 (há uma cena comum ao tempo)

não curto


fada by night

Faye agastada com sequência de acontecimentos. Audrey sorri ironicamente.

a sair da minha casa em 2 rodas

noite profunda em ost berlin

as meias da hello kitty não são minhas nem da faye